Monday, April 18, 2011



Hi...
What happened with us these days??
We said we r still friends, didn't we??
I gonna come back, very soon....
Now I konw we broke up at that time was a wise decision...
Distance relationship is sooo hard, we know that....

If 3 years after....
I still cannot find that man...
U still don't have GF...
I willing to come back
be ur GF again
and never break up.....

I know u r not him
no one can instead of him....
He was my earth
he was my everything....
He left me
means he almost destoried me...
I spent nearly 2 years to build myself up again....
He never talked to me anymore
maybe he wanna me to forget him...
But how?
U know that feeling....

I always imagine a scene
me, u and he we can have dinner together
like last time
the only time...
We enjoy the beer
we talked everything with out any embarrassment...
That was what I want...
But I don't will it happen again??

Actually, I have u guys in my life
enough for me...
U r my angels...
U two gave me the most beautiful period respectively...
I really really wanna back to that time
and I'm trying to make our relationships like that time..
But sooo hard, and maybe impossible
the feeling cannot be that pure anymore...
I hurt u, he hut me, u r teacher and student..
Sounds soooo ridiculous....
At least
please....
We don't be enemies to each other
we don't hate each other...
Cos the thing which made us start is love....
Even if we cannot continue this love
but it worth to be remembered...

I loved both of u...
I know u, too....
We r not the only love for each other...
If one day
I disappeared
Don't look for me...
Just pray for me...
If u can meet him again
please tell him:
Melody loved u...
She try to talk to u
she try to forgive all ur mistakes
she try to treat u as a normal friend
she try her best to do everything about u and her...
Can't u see that??
Dosen't matter u got married or not
she said she give u and ur wife the best wish...
What do u want then??
Really cannot talk to her again??

I can't believe that
this is our ending....
Give me one more chance
I willing to put my effort one more time...
The last time....
Then..
I will completely give up...






















See....
How beautiful we were.....
I miss that time...
I miss u....